Tuesday, 29 November 2011

Keep Calm and Carry on.. ♥

When the world weighs you down..
And it feels like too much..

Keep Calm and Carry on.. ♥

When you just can't stop thinking..
And your head won't stop turning..

Keep Calm and Carry on.. ♥

When you can't stop the worry..
And you just want to sleep..

Keep Calm and Carry on.. ♥

When you can't see the light..
And it all hurts too much..

Keep Calm and Carry on.. ♥

When the silence gets louder..
And you feel all alone..

Keep Calm and Carry on.. ♥

When a secret bares down..
And it controls all your mind..

Keep Calm and Carry on.. ♥

When the stress builds up..
And you want to go home..

Keep Calm and Carry on.. ♥

When you stare at the screen..
And the motivation is gone..

Just Keep Calm and Carry on..
And know.. it'll all be ok ♥

Thank you ♥

Love Amy x

Wednesday, 23 November 2011

I Found My Old Myspace.. x

This was what I found...


Embrace them..x



Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don't. Believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said it would be easy, they just said it would be WORTH IT. x



I have too many picture folders!.
Last time i checked Holding 41,475 pictures..

And about 560 videos..

And i'm known for having ALOT OF albums on myspace lol..x

I capture memories so no one forgets..x

I take pictures to capture the memories..x
Because i believe none of them should be forgotten..x
Even the bad ones..x
The best are the unexpected..x
They capture a moment in time..x
That we'll look back and laugh at when we're old..x


Love. Life. Memories.

... This was me 6 Years ago xxxx

Love Amy x

Monday, 21 November 2011

There's No Place Like Home x

There's no place like home...
There's no place like home...
There's no place like home...


Love Amy x

Saturday, 19 November 2011

Realising You Were The Idiot All Along..

And it was all your fault..
And you were always the problem..
And the pain was avoidable..
And you could have done something..
And it was never their fault..
And the only person to blame was you..
And you regret everything..
And that you can change nothing..
And you were the idiot all along..

Amy x
"Life is like a box of chocolates... someone else always gets the good ones before you get there"

If I Only Had One Wish..

If I only had one wish, it would be..


Not for me though, no matter how nice that would be..
But for my friends, and family..
For the people around me.
I wish them all the happiness in the world.

I could wish for myself, of course..
But there's nothing I would love more than to see the people I love most..
Truly Happy x

In fact, in some way.. that would make me happy x
Everyone wins :)

x * That is my wish *x

Love Amy x

Tuesday, 15 November 2011

I Took A Breath..

I took a deep breath..

And I looked back..
On everything..
At all the things that made me who I am..
Not just the happy times..
The ones that made me smile..
That made me cry with laughter..
But on the times that changed me..
And the people who shaped me..
At the places that I stayed..
And the stories I've told..
At the memories I've made..
And on the moments that took my breath away..

I took a breath and they all flooded back..
Everything came back into focus..

I stood their.. on the sodden carpet..
Staring at the gaping hole in my ceiling..
And took a deep breath..
Thinking.. this will be one of those things..

I breathed out.. and went to bed..
With no heating.. Brill.

Love Amy x

Wednesday, 9 November 2011

Today's Procrastination.. Piano x


For more of my hideous videos.. 
Or just search..

Now.. Back to Assignments!
Love Amy xxxx

Tuesday, 8 November 2011

Muting Videos x

I like to do this thing..

Where I watch a video on YouTube..
Then I replay it..
But I mute the sound..
And instead.. I play different music over the top..
And it completely changes the video..
It changes the meaning and the atmosphere..
It brings new light to the video..
And you feel like your watching something completely new..
And experiencing something no one else has experienced before..
It's like making your own movie..

That may be strange.. and weird..
But I love doing it x

Love Amy xxxx

Monday, 7 November 2011

Regrets.. x

I once promised myself that I would never regret anything..

That I would live every day to the full and not regret that I did..
But there are some things I do regret..
And you can't change those.. once they've happened.. they've happened..
No going back..
I don't regret the big things.. most of them.. those I chose for a reason..
No, not the big things.. but the small things.. some of them at least..
If anything.. I regret not taking chances..
Not trying harder.. or believing in myself..
The whole reason I said I never wanted to regret.. was so I could live my life..
But the truth is..
Without taking any chances.. you never get anywhere..
And you never get the opportunity to really live..
To make yourself happy..
Or to make any mistakes..
And those mistakes are what teaches you how to get it right..
I have my regrets..
And I regret that.. If that makes any sense at all..
I promised myself I wouldn't.. but I did..

I'm only human after all x

Love Amy x

Sunday, 6 November 2011

Losing Touch...

Losing touch with someone hurts.
Losing someone you once knew back to front.. inside & out..
It's like losing a part of yourself..
Of the person you are.. or were..
When a lot of who you are is made up of who they made you..
And then they're not around..
You lose not only them.. but everything that went with them..
The laughs, the comfort, the company, even the tears..
Everything fades away..
When all you want to do is talk to them..
To tell them about your day.. or cry on their shoulder... but you can't..
Not like before..
Losing touch hurts..
Especially when you're the only one who notices x

Love Amy x

Saturday, 5 November 2011

Those Fireworks x

I remember firework night 2009 so clearly..
One moment in particular..

We were at the St Albans firework display with everyone.. 7:30pm.. just like every other year..
The same group of people.. my friends.. my second family..
All huddled up together in the freezing cold, in amongst thousands of other freezing people.. wearing our 6 layers, thick coats, gloves, scarves and woolly hats..
All staring at the sky..

Watching the Fireworks..

This moment in particular occurred just minutes before the end..
The last song ended.. and the fireworks paused for a moment..
And then it began to play.. The penultimate song of the evening..

Sigur Rós - Hoppípolla

And the fireworks started again..
And the massive crowd.. full of children, teenagers, adults, and the elderly..
Every person fell silent..
Almost in a wave.. the field of once rowdy people.. stopped talking..
And every person stood, staring at the sky..
At the lights that drifted slowly to the ground in a shower of glitter..
Beauty and Peace..
Just Incredible.

That was my best bonfire night x

Remember, Remember, the 5th of November..

Love Amy xxx

Wednesday, 2 November 2011

Light x

"I was alone, completely alone, alone in the darkness that was my mind. Lost and confused, and alone, completely alone. I felt heavy, just so heavy, with the weight of my thoughts weighing me down, holding me back. But then, out of that darkness, came a light, the smallest glimmer of hope, breaking though the pain and the silence, and starting to fill the emptiness with peace and music. It grew, and grew, till the darkness and clouds that once filled my head, were gone. Faded away into nothingness, leaving only light. Love, Joy, Peace, Light. I broke free from it all. The weight of the world that was once on my shoulders lifted, the shackles that once held me down fell off, the blanket of darkness hanging over me disappeared, and all that was left was the Light, and Me."

Love Amy x

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