Tuesday, 19 March 2013

I Wish I Could x

This is to the guy at the cinema tonight, the guy at the box office who told me his name was josh and smiled as he told me to enjoy my film. Who didn't seem phased that I was there by myself, and seemed overly amazed at the amount of points I had on my odeon card. I'm sorry I didn't tell you my name. Sorry that all I could do was smile and say cool after everything you said, and that I couldn't look you in the eye because I thought you were attractive. I wish I had, but I got nervous.

This is to the guy at the good food show, that took my breath away for a moment. That asked me for my card so he could call me some time to talk some more about oil. I'm sorry I lied and said I didn't have a card. Sorry that I forgot what I was talking about because I got distracted, and that I didn't take you seriously when you said you liked my accent. I wish I had, but I got scared.

This is to the guy that made me laugh. That made me happy and said I was cute. That made my heart race a little every time I saw them. I'm sorry that I didn't believe you, and pretended not to hear. That I couldn't stop thinking of the what if's and could be's long enough to live in the moment. That I couldn't admit how I really felt, or tell you that I missed you, and probably never will. I wish I had, but I got worried.

This is to me. Maybe one day you'll say this to their face, before it's too late x

A x

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