You're Losing Your Memory.. Now..

Call all your friends

Tell them I’m never coming back

‘Cause this is the end

Pretend that you want it, don’t react

The damage is done

The police are coming too slow now

I would have died

I would have loved you all my life

You’re losing your memory now

You’re losing your memory now

You’re losing your memory now

You’re losing your memory now

Where have you gone?

The beach is so cold in winter here

And where have I gone?

I wake in Montague with you near

Remember the day

‘Cause this is what dreams should always be

I just want to stay

I just want to keep this dream in me

You’re losing your memory now

You’re losing your memory now

You’re losing your memory now

You’re losing your memory

Wake up, it’s time, little girl, wake up

All the best of what we’ve done is yet to come

Wake up, it’s time, little girl, wake up

Just remember who I am in the morning

You’re losing your memory now

You’re losing your memory now

You’re losing your memory now

You’re losing your memory

You’re losing your memory now

You’re losing your memory now

You’re losing your memory now

You’re losing your memory...

<3

by Ryan Star

I never want to lose my memory..
Damn, I love this song.

Love Amy x

It Gets Better.. Goodnight Dan Scott x

I cried through the entire episode..

It was heart-wrenching.. heart-warming.. tear-jerking..

Incredible.

Today.. after nearly 8 years of hating Dan Scott from OTH..

I found myself in floods of tears..

As I watched the man.. that I had hated for so long.. but grown to love over the last season..

Break down, and say goodbye..

As I heard him say the words.. 

"It gets better".. "I love you too".. and "For once, lets just play to play"

And watched him walk into the light with his brother.. Keith..

I found myself in pieces..

It was perfection.

See it for yourself..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_s1ax1l6564&list=UUWujSoByZu2Nm1LP9AORaDQ&index=3&feature=plcp
&
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O-IYwjGirxE 

Goodnight Dan Scott.. Goodnight Keith Scott x

You couldn't have gone out in a better way..

There wasn't a dry eye in the house.

It gets better..

<3

Love Amy x

My Dream Birthday x

I've had my dream Birthday in my head for a long time now..

I don't know why, maybe it was to keep happy thought in my head through all of the stress and the confusion of everyday life. Through all of the interviews and assignment, through all the low days, and worry.. just that image in my head of all the highs to come. My perfect day.

Somewhere really special.
Surrounded by friends and family.
Bunches of  balloons, pink especially.
An amazing cake. Impressive and personal to me.
Drinks, snacks and cupcakes for everyone to enjoy..
Laughter.
So. many. smiles.
Lots of dancing.. to my music.
Meaningful presents.
A photo booth, or lots of cameras.
A chocolate fountain.
My hair half up, long and wavy.
Make up actually done well.
A beautiful new dress, and gorgeous heels.
A pretty heartfelt necklace.
Twinkly lights.. everywhere.


It's only a dream.. I know.
And it'll probably never happen..
But it's my dream.
There's more detail of course.. but the rest is up to your imagination.
If you give it all away.. it'll never come true.


Love Amy x

Mum... x

Mum,

Thank you! x

For everything you've done, for everything you are, for picking me up when I'm down, and enjoying the highs with me!
And of course, for how much you love me!

You are the most amazing Mum in the world.

I couldn't ask for more.

I Love You x

Love Amy xxxx

This Will Be My Future.. x

Just a few things..

I will be happy
I will love what I do
I will give more than I get
I will laugh till I cry
I will forgive and forget
I will make you proud
I will believe
I will keep calm
& I will carry on

This will be my future..

I hope x

Love Amy x

A Tear Jerking Moment x

“Do you remember this? When I brought back mint chocolate chip and you asked why I thought that was your favourite, I was so confused. Any time we had gotten ice cream together, that’s what you always chose but you told me rocky road was your favourite. And you looked at me so tenderly, Nathan, and you said you always chose mint chocolate chip because you knew it was my favourite flavor. And that’s when I realized for the first time that you hadn't been making any of your decisions for yourself. You were doing everything for me, all along for your family. And it occurred to me that we still had so much to learn about each other. And since then, Nathan, I've learned about the wonderfully selfless, humble, strong man you are. Nathan, I can’t hear that you’ll never come home again. That I’ll never learn something new about you again. Never experience your selflessness, your love, your warm touch again. Nathan, please. Have we really had our last conversation? Our last kiss? I don’t know what I’d do. Please.” ~ Haley James Scott ~ One Tree Hill

I actually can't believe One Tree Hill is ending soon..

It's moments like this.. incredible words.. pure heart and emotion.. that take my breath away.. make the tears roll uncontrollably.. and remind me why this has been my favourite show for over 10 years...

There is only one Tree Hill, and it's my home x

Love Amy x